I am not so different from everybody else, except now I am depressed. I have all of the symptoms.
Regular exercise - specifically, endurance cycling - had kept me in a pretty good mental and physical place. But that is mostly gone now, replaced by chronic pain. I keep lying to myself about it. I prefer to remind Rachel of it more than talking to myself about it. She can be a good amalgam of Miss Catherine Barkley and Lady Brett Ashley, at times. There are maybe others. Who was the little rabbit in For Whom... Her, also. And all of the others.
Though, I am not here today to write about Rachel.
How many were wrong when they believed the end to be near?
Not all.
Ask not.
Ask not.
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