Saturday, April 6, 2019


I'm not emotionally stable enough to go to movies like Dumbo. I found that out today. I've always known it, I guess, but I was reminded again today. It has become my most identifiable characteristic - the unsteadiness of mind. Being troubled, depressed, or anxious has overshadowed everything else that was once me. 

Nothing happened at the film. I just cry a lot, concerning almost anything. I've never been able to stop it. The people who go see films with me must be strong. I don't see how they keep it together so well and so easily about me. The perfect customer for the film industry: a quiet madman that will buy the tickets and eat the bags of popcorn. 

The film wasn't great. Tim Burton productions rarely are. Disney, etc.